February 11, 2020
It hadn’t been working between Govind* (name changed) and his wife for a very long time. In their early 20s, they had gotten an arranged marriage; their families in Gujarat had been longtime friends. The fights were less frequent then. Some problems were brushed under the rug. They moved to the U.S. for Govind’s masters. The couple applied for their H-1Bs, and then their green cards, eventually settling in Texas. They made friends with several South Asians in the area, with whom they celebrated first birthdays and lit Diwali fireworks. When they separated in 2006 for the first time after ten years together, they had a four-year-old son.
Govind suddenly found himself alone. He felt that his South Asian community couldn't offer him the support he needed and there were no more gatherings to which he could take his son. Govind’s friends were all married and had only known him as one half of a couple. What would they do with a single older man?
“Overnight, you lose your family and friends,” remembered Govind. “It’s not that they are mean, it’s not that they are fair-weather friends, it’s not that they don't want to help you, it’s that they don't know how. Our cultural community was just a socializing organization, and the community, because it was getting more mature, was only getting together for Diwali or garba or to have dinner. Our temple had nothing for divorced people and anything available was in a church.”